Pieces of heart by Sharon Koh

My heart was whole,
till I met you.
You've torn it apart,
again and again.

When I contacted you,
it is not because,
I am desperate,
not because,
I like bugging you,
not because,
I like clinging to you 24/7,
not because,
I am a fool.

It is simply because,
I miss you,
is because,
I need to hear from you,
is because,
I am curious of what you are doing.

But,
you have given me false hope,
killing my heart,
breaking it to pieces,
when I found out the truth.

If only you can see through my heart,
and calculate those times you belong there,
experience those time I lost thinking of you.

It shall all stop from here henceforth.
Your treatments left a scar on my heart.
Your responses awaken me like a slap on the face.
I have enough of your empty talks,
endless so-called 'friendship'.

Sometimes I fear that this broken heart of mine cannot be healed,
because of you,
who has dominated it,
scared it,
and hurt it...

But,
Don't worry.
One day,
these pieces of heart that is still left will be healed.
Life will move on,
it has already move on.
Because,
I am letting you go...

Goodbye.
Monday, July 18, 2011

Because He is ...

Love is something powerful, yet it can be so weak at the mean time.

Love is something that can make you smile the whole day like a fool, 

yet it can make you dull when you are fool by it.

Love is something that thousand words can't ever suit to be the right meaning.

It might be the source of joy, yet it might be the source of sorrow. 

But there is only one love, which is the true love, God it self. 

Because He is love and He want us to feel, experience, and share this love. 

He is the one who will light your darkest life.

He is the one who will hold you when you fall.

He is the one who will hug you, keep you warm in your coldest moment. 

He is the one who will heal your deepest sorrow.

Because He is love. 

Human love is a temporary circumstance.

But God's love will endures us forever.

1 John 4:8 (NIV)

"Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love."

The Heart of Worship

Ada satu lagu yang merema sekali di hati gue, Pertama denger lagu ini di nyanyiin pas gue ikut service nya Christian Fellowship di kampus gue. 

Dan lagu ini langsung merema. Liriknya bagus and kena banget. 

Verse 1 :
When the music fades all is stripped away an i simply come
longing just to bring somethings thats of worth that will bless
your heart

I'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself is not what you have required
you search much deeper within through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

Chorus : 
I'm coming back to the heart of worship 
and its all about you its all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
when its all about you its all about you Jesus.

Verse 2: 
King of endless worth no one could express 
how much you deserve
though i'm weak and poor all i have is yours 
every single breath

I'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself is not what you have required
you search much deeper within through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart (yeah)

Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worship and its all about 
its all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
when its all about you its all about you Jesus.

All about you
I'll bring you more than a song i'll bring you more than a song
(more than a song)
I'll bring you more than a song i'll bring you more than a song

You're looking into my heart into my heart
You're looking into my heart into my heart 
I'll bring you more than a song i'll bring you more than a song
I'll bring you more than a song i'll bring you more than a song 



Lewat lagu ini, gue di ingetin lagi untuk melakukan smuanya buat Tuhan. 
Dan Tuhan ga ngeliat betapa kuhsyu nya kita menyembah.
Tapi bener-bener yang Tuhan lihat itu Hati Kita.  

HELLOW jacob nikonio~

Perkenalkan.. ini lah belahan jiwa saya..

"JACOB NIKINIO"
hohoho.. jadi jacob ini sebenarnya adalah camera saya.. Nikon D5000..

My first DSLR camera,
Sebenernya bisa di bilang gue da falling in love ma photography dari kecil, cuma karena masi kecil and unyu.
Bokap belum ngijinin beli camera yang bagus-bagus apa lagi yang lumayan mahal kayak DSLR ini..
Jadi gue masi inget dul da mule buat-buat photoshoot jaman SMP dengan camera Digital 3.2 MP merk Fuji..
Jaman itu ya.. Camera digital si masi baru banget.. dan tentunya Fujifilm 3.2 MP gue itu da keren banget..

Dan saat itu yang gue jadiin model (di baca kelinci percobaan) adalah dd gue yang cwe dan yang cwo juga kadang.. hahaha..

Salah satu hasil jepretan coba-coba gue pas masi pake camera 3.2 MP

Akhirnya begitu gue selese kuliah semester pertama gue, pas gue balik Batam..
Gue iseng-iseng minta dan di beliin de..HAHAHAHA..
Dan gue beri nama Jacob Nikonio, Don't ask why, because I also dunno why I named it by that name.
Gue kasi nama Jacob BUKAN, sekali lagi BUKAN karena Twilight.. okay?
Intinya gue sayang banget ma Jacob, he is not a camera..
He is my friend, my eyes to capture the beauty of the world..
Keep it eternally as an image and share it's beauty to you guys..

 

Itu adalah sebagian dari jepretan-jepretan amatir gue.. Masi terus belajar si, saya masi baru.. Hohoho~

Now I'm developing my artworks website. Hope can finish it by this month, it must be done by this month btw, I delayed it for too long already.. Hahaha..