Pre-production of BE YOU

Finally the postponed video can be done and I'm very happy it can reached 165 viewers within 2 days only!! what a bless from God..

There were some struggle doing this video..
Because we didn't record the sound due to memory saving..
And it became a difficulty for me to make the movement fit to the song..
So I need to cut, review each video (we shoot at least 3-5 videos for each song)..
Thus, I need to make the movement fit to the song..
Kinda lot of works but I enjoy it!
Beside that I don't know what was wrong with my setting, the video turns kinda blur and not as good as the raw file..

However we really had a lot of fun, especially during the production..
for the production story, you can read it here http://rubberband-amg.blogspot.com/2012/02/date-with-scarlet-and-bubu-whole-week.html

This is the video that I'm talking about..
BE YOU!!
http://youtu.be/7TvyQgZN8RQ

Sister Time

After quite sometime.. Finally I meet my sister again..
Angelia Mulyani and unexpectedly we are sharing same interest now.. which is culinary art!! 

So when I get to visit her at Bekasi, Indonesia..
We want to bake together.. Thus this was it : 

Say Hello to our Cousin, Sasha who helped us as well.. =D

And TADA!! this is the result of our sister baking time.. =D 

Never Ending Job

I know it supposes to be my holiday now,
but I'm still require to do some job which related with student council, church nor my own free lance.

Sometime, I just feel to drop all of it, log out from any kind of communication device or social media. 

And just relax, enjoy my own time, read book, draw, or just lying on my bed doing nothing. 

To be honest, I'm kind of tired with all this. 

However it's my responsibility and this is my choice I have taken. 

Every choice will come with responsibility and scarification.

So in whatever decision you choose, JUST SMILE. 

With or without it you need to run your life and face it. 

I promised my self that one day I will redeem my short gateway 

where it's just time for me, my camera, my books and my self. 

Mean while I just keep smiling.

So do you! smile!

 =)

The Edge

14th of April 2012 was the last time for me to attend a class and present as University student..
Time past by so fast, indeed..
It's still very clear in my mind how was the day when my parents sent me to the airport on 25th of August 2009.. I cried in the waiting area, plane, and bus.. (Yes kinda whinny that time, because it was the 1st time I will be away from my family)..
And how was my 1st day of orientation in UCSI University feel likes..
Thus, now I'm here writing my blog saying that i just complete my University life..
YEY!!
I'm happy and sad about it as well, however I know that life must move on and there is a better future waiting for me..
But my University life is just too memorable and sweet..
I been through a lot which change and shape to be who I'm today..
Next month I will be going to Jakarta to arrange my job there, they interviewed me through skype before and now I need to take psychology test and attend another stage of interview (Of course, your prayer needed here!)..
I'm going back for good and will leave KL if I take this job.. So far there is no confirmation yet about this.. it's all depends on the result of the test and interview..
And now, I Just enjoy my HOLIDAY..
HAHAHA!!!

FINALLY!! IT'S OUT..

After so long..
I'm done structuring my website, even though is not all out yet..
But you can visit and have a look already there..
Basically this website is talking about me and my artworks..

Here are a bit of how my website looks like..
still in progression..
will change the background and I will come out with my own logo..

Please visit my website : http://amg-artworks.weebly.com/

20th is AWESOME!!

This year I'm turned 20th years old already.. *sigh*
kinda sad about it, because there is no more teen-ager..
However, my age might start with 2 but I still keep my teenager spirit!! fufufufu~
This Bday around was awesome, in total I had 5 times celebration for it..
HAHAHA!!
and some of it was really really belated bday surprise (still I'm surprise because I don't even realize that they made it for me, since it's passed already). LOL!
But I still appreciate it so much!! I'm touch by every single effort you guys gave to make my special day even more special!!
I'm so grateful to have you guys by my side, I feel so bless by God..

So let's recap what happened during my bday :
1) My very sweet course mates (Jackie Vampanda and Vallerie Yam) surprise me by lighted up 20 candles in front of my condo door.. with spongebob's bday greetings that they CUT and PASTED by their own (really appreciate it)..

2) Andrew Yew, Regina, and KC kidnapped me for bday dinner at kaki corner.. thx a lot for it.. =D i really enjoyed the dinner.. event though you guys were busy watching the game that time.. :p

3) Dinner at Sushi Zanmai a.k.a a small gathering with Poh Mei, Sharon, Conrad, and Joseph.. Good to see you guys again that time, after a while.. miss you guys..
4) Belated surprise from my cell group!! the first thing that I asked "who's bday is it?", since it's belated I did't realize at all that they were celebrating my bday.. hahahaha.. However, i really blessed by it.. thanks so much..

5) After one of my church Sunday service I received a box of unknown present from one of my Church mate.. I had no idea where did that present came from.. I'm surprise when I opened it, i found a cute Traveling Mug.. From Vincent Theodore.. It's very nice, I like it a lot brother!!

6) Last but not least, was the surprise from my ministry (CMC).. which was very very late already.. however they succeeded to make me screamed and went hyper after it.. they gave me wacom bamboo tablet that I wanted since very long long long time a go and but I cant afford it.. huhuhu~ i spent too much for other things.. ahhaha.. I'm really happy and amazed.. thanks so much.. love you guys.. love love love.. XP

last but not least.. awesome 20th is awesome!!

Date with Scarlet and Bubu The whole week!!

weeee~
We (me and andrew my video maker partner), just finished shooting for the dance video a couple days ago..
How was it? It was tiring and super long.. hahaha.. but it was fun..
It's such new experience for us..

two brains and one camera, trust me we did argue.. =p

In this video we are collaborating with UCSI University's Dance Club and Crews..
Working with them are awesome!! They are so professional, understanding and super cool dancer!!
They are very open to our direction and they added in brilliant ideas as well..
We won't regret at all to chosen them as our partner..

awesome people are awesome!!

Now we are done with video selecting and next will be editing.. *sigh*

Yeah we can't escape from this step, that's why we will spend the whole week to edit this awesome video to be even more awesome!! 

Guess we will be dating with scarlet (my beloved lappie) and bubu (my tablet)..

and one thing to energize me while editing.. FOOD!! more specific CHOCOLATE!! (I know i will gain more weight during this kind of period).. 

What to do.. my brain craving for it.. It won't work if I don't feed it..

Some of the raw scene of the shoots.. Curios?? wait and see!!

Last but not least, we really appreciate the contribution from every one that involve in the making of this video. Thanks to Russell Han to lend us the lens and Timoty Lee to lend us the camera. Not forgetting FGCC Church to lend us the lighting. A thousand words can't explain how happy we are to have you guys to support us.. Once again we would like to thank each of you for your effort, patient, and sweat.. We are looking forward for the another opportunity to work with you guys..
=D

P.S : We never shoot this number of people, you guys are the first one!

Lord answered

I believe that there is a moment of our life when we ask God :
"Lord, I am about to be ready to commit myself to someone I fell in love with. Could I take him now? I have prayed for him for quite a time now."

But the Lord answered. No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone. You need to give yourself totally unreserved to me because in me your satisfaction is to be found. And when you learn to commit yourself to me alone then, only then is the right time for you to be capable of perfect human relationship that I have planned for you long you thought at it.

You will never be united with another until you are united with me. You will never learn to speak and understand the true language of love until you hear me speak it. You will never learn how it is to love and be loved until you feel the tender touch of my LOVE.

I want you to stop planning. Stop wishing and allow me to step in and give you the most surprising and exciting plan that you can imagine. You are my child. I want you to have the best. Please allow me to bring it to you. Fix your eyes on me and expect the greatest things as you watch.



Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM. Learn all the things I tell you and be patient. Just wait. Don’t be anxious. Do not worry. Don’t look around and feel at the things others may have got. Yours will be different because I LOVE YOU.

Don’t look at things you think you want. They may not be the things I want for you. Look up straight at me because you might miss what I want to show you. And then, when you’re ready. I’ll surprise you with a lover far more wonderful than what you would ever dream of. But I won’t let you have it until you are ready and the one I prepared for you is ready, until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the LIFE I have prepared for you.

Pieces of heart by Sharon Koh

My heart was whole,
till I met you.
You've torn it apart,
again and again.

When I contacted you,
it is not because,
I am desperate,
not because,
I like bugging you,
not because,
I like clinging to you 24/7,
not because,
I am a fool.

It is simply because,
I miss you,
is because,
I need to hear from you,
is because,
I am curious of what you are doing.

But,
you have given me false hope,
killing my heart,
breaking it to pieces,
when I found out the truth.

If only you can see through my heart,
and calculate those times you belong there,
experience those time I lost thinking of you.

It shall all stop from here henceforth.
Your treatments left a scar on my heart.
Your responses awaken me like a slap on the face.
I have enough of your empty talks,
endless so-called 'friendship'.

Sometimes I fear that this broken heart of mine cannot be healed,
because of you,
who has dominated it,
scared it,
and hurt it...

But,
Don't worry.
One day,
these pieces of heart that is still left will be healed.
Life will move on,
it has already move on.
Because,
I am letting you go...

Goodbye.
Monday, July 18, 2011

Because He is ...

Love is something powerful, yet it can be so weak at the mean time.

Love is something that can make you smile the whole day like a fool, 

yet it can make you dull when you are fool by it.

Love is something that thousand words can't ever suit to be the right meaning.

It might be the source of joy, yet it might be the source of sorrow. 

But there is only one love, which is the true love, God it self. 

Because He is love and He want us to feel, experience, and share this love. 

He is the one who will light your darkest life.

He is the one who will hold you when you fall.

He is the one who will hug you, keep you warm in your coldest moment. 

He is the one who will heal your deepest sorrow.

Because He is love. 

Human love is a temporary circumstance.

But God's love will endures us forever.

1 John 4:8 (NIV)

"Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love."

The Heart of Worship

Ada satu lagu yang merema sekali di hati gue, Pertama denger lagu ini di nyanyiin pas gue ikut service nya Christian Fellowship di kampus gue. 

Dan lagu ini langsung merema. Liriknya bagus and kena banget. 

Verse 1 :
When the music fades all is stripped away an i simply come
longing just to bring somethings thats of worth that will bless
your heart

I'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself is not what you have required
you search much deeper within through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

Chorus : 
I'm coming back to the heart of worship 
and its all about you its all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
when its all about you its all about you Jesus.

Verse 2: 
King of endless worth no one could express 
how much you deserve
though i'm weak and poor all i have is yours 
every single breath

I'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself is not what you have required
you search much deeper within through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart (yeah)

Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worship and its all about 
its all about you Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
when its all about you its all about you Jesus.

All about you
I'll bring you more than a song i'll bring you more than a song
(more than a song)
I'll bring you more than a song i'll bring you more than a song

You're looking into my heart into my heart
You're looking into my heart into my heart 
I'll bring you more than a song i'll bring you more than a song
I'll bring you more than a song i'll bring you more than a song 



Lewat lagu ini, gue di ingetin lagi untuk melakukan smuanya buat Tuhan. 
Dan Tuhan ga ngeliat betapa kuhsyu nya kita menyembah.
Tapi bener-bener yang Tuhan lihat itu Hati Kita.  

HELLOW jacob nikonio~

Perkenalkan.. ini lah belahan jiwa saya..

"JACOB NIKINIO"
hohoho.. jadi jacob ini sebenarnya adalah camera saya.. Nikon D5000..

My first DSLR camera,
Sebenernya bisa di bilang gue da falling in love ma photography dari kecil, cuma karena masi kecil and unyu.
Bokap belum ngijinin beli camera yang bagus-bagus apa lagi yang lumayan mahal kayak DSLR ini..
Jadi gue masi inget dul da mule buat-buat photoshoot jaman SMP dengan camera Digital 3.2 MP merk Fuji..
Jaman itu ya.. Camera digital si masi baru banget.. dan tentunya Fujifilm 3.2 MP gue itu da keren banget..

Dan saat itu yang gue jadiin model (di baca kelinci percobaan) adalah dd gue yang cwe dan yang cwo juga kadang.. hahaha..

Salah satu hasil jepretan coba-coba gue pas masi pake camera 3.2 MP

Akhirnya begitu gue selese kuliah semester pertama gue, pas gue balik Batam..
Gue iseng-iseng minta dan di beliin de..HAHAHAHA..
Dan gue beri nama Jacob Nikonio, Don't ask why, because I also dunno why I named it by that name.
Gue kasi nama Jacob BUKAN, sekali lagi BUKAN karena Twilight.. okay?
Intinya gue sayang banget ma Jacob, he is not a camera..
He is my friend, my eyes to capture the beauty of the world..
Keep it eternally as an image and share it's beauty to you guys..

 

Itu adalah sebagian dari jepretan-jepretan amatir gue.. Masi terus belajar si, saya masi baru.. Hohoho~

Now I'm developing my artworks website. Hope can finish it by this month, it must be done by this month btw, I delayed it for too long already.. Hahaha..